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i havn't updated this for like awhile now becuz i update my life on xanga. hehe.. and for some reason I felt like updating this right now.. ok iam weird..
Crunch Bars: 4/$1.00 at Stater Bros. haha.. CJ said. lol silly CJ.
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I havn't updated this in forever! hehe.. uhh.. I'm plannin on moving out of the house after high school with one of my homegrlz. yEePeE! ok thats it for now.. bye bye. take care and enjoy your last few days of summer! ((sniff sniff))
3 6 9 standin real fine move it to you sing it one more time!
To the window! To the wall!
To the sweat drip down my balls!
To all these niggahz crawl!
To all skit skit mother fuckerz! To all skit skit god daym!
To all skit skit mother fuckerz! To all skit skit god daym!
hehe.. i like that song!
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[24 Apr 2003|08:52pm] |
iam sorry to break this to you guys but I am not a xanga member. because my friend, Riza is fixing up my xanga site and she encourage me to do it. So i did. hehe.. But don't fear..I'll still write in this once in a while. I still love my livejournal. hehe...
www.xanga.com/daymishrachel
THANKX RIZA!! I LUB YA!!
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[24 Apr 2003|04:29pm] |
IM Tools: Personality Test
Your personality score is 35
What does this score mean?
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.
dUdE!! I agree on the how i treat my friends and stuff and what i expect back except for the talented one. No i'm not talented!! come on now!! haha... But about the friend thing. im real serious about that. I am loyal to my friends, Iam always here for them and I love them to death. And I do expect them to treat me the same. But then im not sure of that with some of my friends. Iam not going to mention names but yeah.
::WORD OF THE DAY:: pondering v. to consider carefully. To meditate; reflect. "I was just pondering why you were online when you are at school" get it?? got it!
::THOUGHT OF THE DAY::you know..tricia brought up the most thoughtful question/thought. Do you think you are still a virgin if you have sex with a condom? haha.. I personally think no. Cause its the same with girls. If a girl has sex with a fake penis..is she still a virgin?? heyy..some thing to think about.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS!!!! SMILE YOUR 17!!!
hEyY gUyS...cHeCk oUt mY aSs...
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muahahaha
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hELLo..iAm here and there at Knotts. hehe.. I went to the mall yesterday. My mom actually bought 3 pairs of pants!! wow!! It was kind of surprising. But I love my mommy!!!!
dUdE!! I hate people that put down people!! I mean its like they don't mean in that way but it comes out that way. For example, my friend. He's really really cool, nice and all but sometimes his comments or jokes are not funny and are soo messed up. He jokes about things that shouldn't be joked around. Things that can embarrass the person. It's jus not right. So maybe I said some bad jokes too or whatever...but if I say sorry to that person and I don't do it ever again. And when he says the jokes its the wrong timing. WTF?!!?!? We all joke around but there are times when he goes to far BUT YOU DON'T SAY THEM IN FRONT OF YOU FACE!! And for some reason, its me. I'm always put down for the wrong reason or no reason at all. I'm sorry if I'm skinny and ugly and ugly. I can't say the other stuff then people will no who it is. He's nice and all and i still care for him as a friend but gRrRrrr... pisses me off!!!! He needs to watch his mouth or else I'm gonna be saying things about him that I shouldn't be saying.
The whole months of March and April have been really stressful. Not much drama, just stressful. And through the experiences I had the past two months, I've learned a lot. I want to become a better person. No more cussing, JOKES THAT PUT DOWN PEOPLE, and other stuff. I'm not going to be all good and no fun but just cutting down on some things that don't need to be done. Does it make sense??
I feel all angelic now...lol.. Actually I feel nerdy...haha
Oh..I'm gonna try to be nicer to my brother and try not to hate people so much. lol... No iam not a hater!!!
HAVE FUN MAMAVAL, PAPAJON, CHRISTAL, CJ, EJ, HIDEKI, MARIVEL, LIAN AND THE TWO GRLS @ KNOTTS BERRY FARM!!!!!! tAkE cArEz....
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iAm sO hApPy bEcAuSe i nOw kNoW tHaT i CaN fOr sUrE tRuSt mY mOm wItH sOmE oF mY sEcReTs..wELL oNlY tHe oNe tHaT tHeY nEeD tO kNoW. wAhOoO!!
Overjoyed
Over time, I've building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away
Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you
!!I want to go to Six Flags Magic Mountain!!
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[21 Apr 2003|09:29pm] |
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My spring break has started off pretty darn good. yAy!! But there was some ewws and wtf's but it's good so far.. :)
::FRIDAY::
Friday was good Friday. lol.. Well, I spent the whole day at church. Basically I went home Saturday morning!!! Well cause we had overnight vigil and sharings and there was a grip of people there and ANTOINETTE WAS THERE AND GENA AND GJ!!!!!! hehe.. Ok..well Antoinette, Gena, Steph and I were talking outside and chilling and jus waiting for time to past. And then Frisco Guy gets my attention!! He was so cute.. He would go..HEY!! And I would turn around looking for whoever said that and then he would point to his friend like his friend was looking for me and i was looking for him. I was kinda weirded out but I finally went over there. Actually Antoinette did...but still. So then GJ comes over and was like hey..those guys wants your names. I was like..uhhh..NO.. lol.. But then we went over there and introduce ourselves. So then we left them and we went back to where we were. And Mr. Frisco Guy kept calling me and stuff. So then we all walked to the youth ministry booth where someone was there. So then... Antoinette pulled me off to the side and told me someone had bad breath. haha.. (ANTOINETTE DO I HAVE BAD BREATH??) Then when we came back and Mr. Frisco Guy askes me to take a walk with him. I was like uhhh..umm...but...(by the way antoinette leaves me) so i had to say yes. Then we were walkin and i felt weirded out cause it was church and someone else was near by. ahem ahem.. So we started walking and walking. Then we go back to the booth and gena comes and silly billy and we all were talking. Then antoinette goes...dude rach..he hella likes u. lmao... HOLLA!!! and that was the end... sort of..
::SATURDAY::
We had a mest fest which I thought was alrite. Actually, it was good except the food. Oh..Pootie brought his gf to church. yupyup.. damn.. how rude... But I understand. He jus wanted to prove that he can do better and that his gf's prettier than me..which is true.. oh well.. Today was also the day I saw Josh for the last time. sniff sniff...
ME - wat time r u leaving tom??
ANT - after i kick that grl's ass...
ME - oh no no no..please dont..ill do that.. lol... jk
ANT - hahahaha..go rach!!
ok..leaving now..i need call people.. byebye
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My spring break has started off pretty darn good. yAy!! But there was some ewws and wtf's but it's good so far.. :)
::FRIDAY::
Friday was good Friday. lol.. Well, I spent the whole day at church. Basically I went home Saturday morning!!! Well cause we had overnight vigil and sharings and there was a grip of people there and ANTOINETTE WAS THERE AND GENA AND GJ!!!!!! hehe.. Ok..well Antoinette, Gena, Steph and I were talking outside and chilling and jus waiting for time to past. And then Frisco Guy gets my attention!! He was so cute.. He would go..HEY!! And I would turn around looking for whoever said that and then he would point to his friend like his friend was looking for me and i was looking for him. I was kinda weirded out but I finally went over there. Actually Antoinette did...but still. So then GJ comes over and was like hey..those guys wants your names. I was like..uhhh..NO.. lol.. But then we went over there and introduce ourselves. So then we left them and we went back to where we were. And Mr. Frisco Guy kept calling me and stuff. So then we all walked to the youth ministry booth where someone was there. So then... Antoinette pulled me off to the side and told me someone had bad breath. haha.. (ANTOINETTE DO I HAVE BAD BREATH??) Then when we came back and Mr. Frisco Guy askes me to take a walk with him. I was like uhhh..umm...but...(by the way antoinette leaves me) so i had to say yes. Then we were walkin and i felt weirded out cause it was church and someone else was near by. ahem ahem.. So we started walking and walking. Then we go back to the booth and gena comes and silly billy and we all were talking. Then antoinette goes...dude rach..he hella likes u. lmao... HOLLA!!! and that was the end... sort of..
::SATURDAY::
We had a mest fest which I thought was alrite. Actually, it was good except the food. Oh..Pootie brought his gf to church. yupyup.. damn.. how rude... But I understand. He jus wanted to prove that he can do better and that his gf's prettier than me..which is true.. oh well.. Today was also the day I saw Josh for the last time. sniff sniff...
ME - wat time r u leaving tom??
ANT - after i kick that grl's ass...
ME - oh no no no..please dont..ill do that.. lol... jk
ANT - hahahaha..go rach!!
z PnAyFOshOz: !!! rach!!!
kyOoT xP nay: lol
kyOoT xP nay: i thought i told u
kyOoT xP nay: but jk
z PnAyFOshOz: LOL
z PnAyFOshOz: rach!!
kyOoT xP nay: hahah
ok..leaving now..i need call people.. byebye
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MAMAVAL:: I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!! CALL ME NOW!! SOON!! PLEASE.. I AM IN NEED OF COMFORT.. :(
tear..
MANDARIN ORANGES ROCK!!!
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[17 Apr 2003|09:32pm] |
uHhHh..hi.. lOl.. I don't know what to write. hmm... dude..i feel like crap right now. I'm not mad..sad..or anything. I jus feel like crap. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to talk to anybody. I feel like a shitmonkey!! I know why now... but i cant say. But just ask me and I'll probaly tell you. But I also realized somehting.. AHHHH MAMAVAL!!! I THINK I STILL......................
MAMAVAL:: i talked to ahem ahem.. and like i feel stupid now. i really do. I know I shouldn't feel stupid but i just do. VAL I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!! IAM HAVING WEIRD FEELINGS.. oh my my my
ok...ending entry..
MANDARIN ORANGES ROCK!!! WOOHOO!!
bYeByE..babygrl
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During lunch, someone shot themself in the stomach. Berry disturbing. And from that, I realized a lot of things. It's kind of scary how something so devastating can happen to walnut. I mean, it's walnut..!! haha.. Nothing really interesting happens at walnut. But i feel so sad. I wish I could have done something to prevent this type of situations. I really hate it. It pisses the shit out of me. But I hope he's in good hands now, wherever he is. I'm just going to pray for him and his family.
Dude..I totally regret my attempt to kill myself. I really really regret it. I was stupid and didn't think. But now that I know better, I'll do the right things. I'm so thankful that I didn't actually do it and very berry thankful that I have friends that care. and that help talk me out it and who were just there when I needed them. I'm just very thankful. But I'm also very very sad. What happened today at school, is sooo damn depressing.
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hEyY hOtTsTuFf!! hOw iS yOu?!?!?!? hEhE...
Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
Today is the day to go for it. That hottie you've been checking out has been wondering when you're going to make your move. If you don't act soon, they might lose interest.
hMmMmmMmmMmm... can it be?? maybe?? yea?? no?? hmmm...
My cell phone bill was $94.95 haha.. thats a whole lotta cash for one cell phone. yIkEs!!
It's one thing to love...
It's another thing to be loved...
But to be loved by the one you love is something else!!!
aWwWwwW.. ang sweet sweet na man... hehe...
MAMAVAL!!!
mYsTiKaL_sTaR514 - yes
starbaby - no
ilUbrAcH 69 - YES
ilUbStArS duh - DOUBLE YES YES
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:: what if i was with ______?? it would be quite a while if we were now. But if he didnt have such a bad past. But i wonder if we could have lasted this long.... hmmmmmmm....
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hEyLo hOtTsTuFf!! hOw yOu dOiN!! hehe.. I'm a lil happy but then sad but then tired. haha..
::FRIDAY:: AFter school, I went home with val. But see my cousin was suppose to pick me up but when i called her, she was stuck on the 605 freeway!! great... So I was like..umm mamaval.. can i come home with you cause my ATe is stuck on the freeway and I don't wanna wait here by myself?? PLEASE??? haha.. So she said yeah i could and ended up going to val's house after school. So.. we were making a left on shadow oak when I saw Einar on our right. Then we rolled down the window and was like... HI EINAR!!!!!!! haha. he was all.. WHOA..WE DID U GUYS COME FROM?? hahaha.. Then went to val's house and cousin calls me and then cousign picks me up. So then we went to Diamond Bar hs to pick up our other cousin. Sean said he was gonna be at Denny's but was he there? nooooo.. Then ATe and I went to the school to see if he's there. Looked around and he wasnt there. grrr.. we parked and waited for awhile and ate and i had no idea what we were goin to do because we couldn't find him. So we waited..ate and called Laura for Patricia's number and called Patricia but didn't answer her phone!! Which made ATe and I angrier! Cause we were two hungry bitches but sexxay. haha... Then after driving around the parking lot and telephone calls, sean finally called and said that he was at Denny's. SEAN YOU POO POO MONSTER!! So then ATe and I drove closer to Denny's where we saw sean sitting down on curb. He looked like a bum. haha.. Then we watched him get up..cross the street and tripped over the curb. hhahahahahah... funniest crap ever.. haha. then my ate made him walk around the parking lot. Then went to Baskin Robbins. wHoOpEeEeEeeEe!!! Jamoca Ice Cream! yummy for my tummy!!
::SATURDAY:: I woke up..changed and went with my mom to Montclair Plaza to buy my uncle a gift. Then went home..took a bath and put on my 70s clothes!! OO LA LA.. hehe..Then fixed my hair and krimped my mom's hair. WOW NA MANG!! haha.. Then we to World Buffet in Pasadena. I saw some of my cousins and we all talked and waited for the birthday celebrant. It was a surprise party. Then all the guest arrived and sat at the tables and we all waited for my uncle. Then we got the "call" from my uncle's brother saying that he's in the parking lot. uh oh.. So i run to turn off the lights and everybody has there cameras ready and then he comes and everybody goes SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!! hehe... My uncle's face looked like he was about to cry!! awwwwww.... He turned all red and was soo very berry surprised. yAy!! jOb wELL dOnE!! Dude... I can't believe my uncle is 50!!!! goodness!!! 50 years old!! FIVE ZERO!!! mang oh mang...
::SUNDAY:: Woke up, took a bath and went to church. This guy that was sitting on the right side of me on the other section of seats..wait..that doesn't make sense. He was sitting on the other side..nooo... He was... NEVERMIND!! HE was sitting somewehre else but we both can see each other. And this guy kept looking back at me for no reason at all. No no no..iam not trying to brag but he just kept looking. The funny thing was he was trying to be slick but he wasnt. No he wasnt. haha.. He just kept looking.. I'm sorry if you can't help the fact that I'm so pretty and sexxay and hot...wel u jus have to deal with it. lol... IAM JUS MESSING!!
YUMMY 4 MY TUMMY OF THE DAY:: El Pollo Loco's chicken wtih salsa and flour tortilla and Foster Farm's Chocolate Dip Ice cream. yUmMy 4 mY tUmMy!!!
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:: If my Ate Erica and Don Juan will get married in the future. They've been together for awhile and he seems like a nice man..he's good looking and EXTREMELY TALL!! goodness.. But hopefully both of them will stay together forever and ever. haha..
CONVERSATION OF THE DAY::
ME:: Papa, what did you think Juan?? ATe Erica's bf
PAPA:: Well, I don't know.
ME:: I mean the first impression..
PAPA:: I don't know.. he's good looking though..
ME:: uhhh... good looking pa??
PAPA:: YEAH! he has nice hair, no pimples, tall.. he's handsome..
ME:: pa, since when did you start checkin out guys??
PAPA:: Oh..its been a while.. I jus dont tell your mom.
ME:: EWWWWWW....
PAPA:: hahahahhhaha...
Silly tatay!! needs to go home!!
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY TITO RIC!!!!!
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dude.. i want a bf. lOl.. I don't know what has gotten to me lately but i want one. But Ive been wanting one. I want to know that someone out there is actually thinking of me. That actually cares about me. I dunno.. Sometimes I feel neglected and left out (no..not because i didnt go to the cruise). There are times where i feel so lost and don't know where i belong. Maybe because I'm so FREAKIN (laura..i didnt use f*****) tired and exhausted and sleepy!! I'm so sick of school!!!! and hw!!! I want school to be extinct. hahaha extinct... bakit bakit bakit!!!!
But see..I would have been happy with "someone" but then things didnt' work out. He wasn't a bad guy at all..in fact he was great. He was so sweet and nice and ehh..never mind... But life is full of surprises. I hate surprises!! And then my lil sis tells me to go like someone else but i dont want to do that. I don't want to like someone else. I've been hurt soo much that I hesitate liking someone. Cause I know that I'm probaly going to end up getting hurt like I always do. I'm jus sick of gettgin hurt. It hurts a lot. My heart and body has been stabbed too mnay times..i lost count. ssssiiiggghh
I'm just sick of getting hurt....
ANGEL:: "hands up if you listening please!!" lOl.. its ok angel, iam here for you.. everybody else hates her so dont trip!!! But if she goes way too far, then i say go to your glc. Will rebel!!! lmao.... take carez angel!!
I'm tired of hurting....
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dude.. i want a bf. lOl.. I don't know what has gotten to me lately but i want one. But Ive been wanting one. I want to know that someone out there is actually thinking of me. That actually cares about me. I dunno.. Sometimes I feel neglected and left out (no..not because i didnt go to the cruise). There are times where i feel so lost and don't know where i belong. Maybe because I'm so FREAKIN (laura..i didnt use f*****) tired and exhausted and sleepy!! I'm so sick of school!!!! and hw!!! I want school to be extinct. hahaha extinct... bakit bakit bakit!!!!
But see..I would have been happy with "someone" but then things didnt' work out. He wasn't a bad guy at all..in fact he was great. He was so sweet and nice and ehh..never mind... But life is full of surprises. I hate surprises!! And then my lil sis tells me to go like someone else but i dont want to do that. I don't want to like someone else. I've been hurt soo much that I hesitate liking someone. Cause I know that I'm probaly going to end up getting hurt like I always do. I'm jus sick of gettgin hurt. It hurts a lot. My heart and body has been stabbed too mnay times..i lost count. ssssiiiggghh
I'm just sick of getting hurt....
ANGEL:: "hands up if you listening please!!" lOl.. its ok angel, iam here for you.. everybody else hates her so dont trip!!! But if she goes way too far, then i say go to your glc. Will rebel!!! lmao.... take carez angel!!
I'm tired of hurting....
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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MAMAVAL!!! I LOVE YOU!!! SURPRISE!!!
Today was val's bday if you haven't notice. lol.. no.. ok so..this morning me, claire and cat went to Val's locker to put my air stuffed plastic thing that had a birthday hat on and gushers and fruit by the foot and my card in its hand in her locker. Then we took a pad and wrote we love you on it and put it on her locker door. And on the outside..I put the "placemat" that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE on the front of her locker door. :) It was a success!!! TEAMWORK!! WOOHOO!!!
Then after school, Lucille picked up CAt, Laura and I and took us to Val's house. Now val at this time was at church iwth jon, val's lola and cesar. We needed to stall time. So then we get to Val's house and we kiss Tita, Kuya and Sean and TOILET PAPERED VAL'S ROOM!!!! muahahahahahaha... It was a success!!! We put toilet paper in her bed, picture frames, pencil holder, AND WE PUT PADS ON THE WALL!!!!! LOL.. I put pantiliners on her tv. lmao... Then ohh wait.. nm.. It was like raining toilet paper in val's room.. haha and pads.. lmao.. Then while we were waiting for lucille at school, CAt and I made marijuana sticks for val out of a pad, paper towel and paper. LoL.. WERE SO STUPID!!!! lOl.. So then VAl arrives at her house. And she was not going to her room. Like jus not going at all. So finally I gave up and was like.. uhh..val can i borrow some shorts please, cause its hot?? VAL:: go get it..in my second drawer. ME:: noo.. you get it, iam not shure where.. VAL:: but i dont have shorts... ME:: (freakin a val go to ur room) but but.. you get it... VAL:: (goes to room) HEYYYY!!! YOUR GUYS ARE GAY!!!!! hahahahahahahaha... That was funney... GO JOB DAUGHTERS!!! MOMMY'S PROUD OF YOU TWO!!!!!!! TEAMWORK!!
VAL:: MY MOMMY LET YOU DO THIS?!?!?
RACHEL:: YUP!! DUDE..SHE WAS EVEN TAKING PICS WHILE WE WERE DOIN IT...
VAL:: MOMMMMYYYY!!!!!
LOL.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL!!!
Then we ate and watched jon's yearbook slash tape. EWWW...!!! I HATE IT!!! EWWWWW.... Then I watched part of Christal's Birthday Kidnap thing. I wanna get kidnapped for my birthday. Not literally, like by a stranger but i mean from my friends. hehe... :)
kyOoT xP nay: wat time is "your" party
dsgirl4ever85: ann ann the bat
dsgirl4ever85: night time
dsgirl4ever85: you mean my dads party
kyOoT xP nay: lmfao
kyOoT xP nay: haah
dsgirl4ever85: you mean poo pongs party
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
kyOoT xP nay: poo pongs
dsgirl4ever85: are you going to i-polys sadies tomorrow?
kyOoT xP nay: holla back
kyOoT xP nay: no
kyOoT xP nay: are you??
kyOoT xP nay: it slipped my mind
dsgirl4ever85: no
kyOoT xP nay: hahaa
kyOoT xP nay: good!!
kyOoT xP nay: more time for us darling
kyOoT xP nay: WINK WINK
dsgirl4ever85: fuck yeah!
dsgirl4ever85: chocolate nipples here i come!!!!
kyOoT xP nay: YES YES
dsgirl4ever85: haha
dsgirl4ever85: jk
kyOoT xP nay: FIRE HYDRANT HERE WE COME AND PLAY!!!!
dsgirl4ever85: eew
dsgirl4ever85: eww
dsgirl4ever85: we're gross
dsgirl4ever85: hah
dsgirl4ever85: i saved my pee for you
dsgirl4ever85: this whole week
kyOoT xP nay: OMG!!!
kyOoT xP nay: I SAVED POO PONG FOR YOU
dsgirl4ever85: yay
kyOoT xP nay: woohoo
dsgirl4ever85: see i love our relationship
dsgirl4ever85: we are equal and we share
kyOoT xP nay: this can be like an extended celebration of ur bday
dsgirl4ever85: we're not greedy
kyOoT xP nay: and we dont fall asleep on each other
kyOoT xP nay: WINK WINK
dsgirl4ever85: whenever i'm with you everydays my b-day if you know what i mean. wink wink
kyOoT xP nay: hhaahahah
kyOoT xP nay: thats a good one
dsgirl4ever85: of course! thats why i love my love, love
dsgirl4ever85: lol
dsgirl4ever85: i love you...love
kyOoT xP nay: i love you my love*
dsgirl4ever85: i know you do. babe!
kyOoT xP nay: hahahaahahah
kyOoT xP nay: were inseperable
dsgirl4ever85: like peanut butter and jelly
dsgirl4ever85: haha
dsgirl4ever85: wink wink
kyOoT xP nay: lol
kyOoT xP nay: hell ya mother fucka
dsgirl4ever85: fuck yeah! pb and jelly
dsgirl4ever85: all the way nigga
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
kyOoT xP nay: i keep on falling..innn lOve wIth tara
dsgirl4ever85: hahah
dsgirl4ever85: awww
dsgirl4ever85: wow
dsgirl4ever85: i lik that
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
dsgirl4ever85: my love i must go
dsgirl4ever85: i'll ttyl
kyOoT xP nay: why love why
dsgirl4ever85: ok good bye my chocolate nipple
dsgirl4ever85: haha
kyOoT xP nay: why not stay thou out with me
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
kyOoT xP nay: bYeByE
dsgirl4ever85: i need my rest
dsgirl4ever85: for later on
dsgirl4ever85: wink wink
kyOoT xP nay: WINK WINK
kyOoT xP nay: HOLLA BOOTY CALL
dsgirl4ever85: haha bye
kyOoT xP nay: bye
kyOoT xP nay: dalring
I LOVE TARA DELROSARIO!!
kyOoT xP nay: helen
twinkelNsparkle: hah hiya wassupers
kyOoT xP nay: i was goin through my phone book and i dont have your cell #
twinkelNsparkle: =-O
twinkelNsparkle: NO WAY!
twinkelNsparkle: hwo could u?!
kyOoT xP nay: yes way!!
twinkelNsparkle: heheh jk
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
twinkelNsparkle: uh oh
twinkelNsparkle: i dont remember it./
kyOoT xP nay: ur cell #
kyOoT xP nay: ??????
twinkelNsparkle: yea
twinkelNsparkle: i dont remember it
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH
kyOoT xP nay: HOW COULD U FORGET UR CELL #?!?!?!!?!
twinkelNsparkle: i dont clal myself ya know:-D
kyOoT xP nay: LMAO
twinkelNsparkle: hold upz lemme go look
kyOoT xP nay: hahahaah
twinkelNsparkle: WELLL! I DONT CALL MYSELF!
kyOoT xP nay: obviously
twinkelNsparkle: *** ****
kyOoT xP nay: 909?
twinkelNsparkle: yes
kyOoT xP nay: alrity
kyOoT xP nay: thankx veryy muchz
kyOoT xP nay: you wil be receiving a booty call from me soon
twinkelNsparkle: no prob boB!
hit me up any time!:-D
twinkelNsparkle: HAAHH okay!:-D
kyOoT xP nay: lmao
hEhE.. i miss helen.. sniff sniff
ok..too much fun for today..back to hw... :(
lUb yA..
yOuRs tRuLy..
lOvE aLwAyS..
aLwAyS..(maxi pads)
fOrEvEr yOuRs..
RACHEL SANCHEZ!!!! MUAH!!!
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SATURDAY:: I went to Colton just to see Joei and to attend her party. awww..iam so sweet!! jk.. So then we were on our way to Colton and i've never been to colton and we got lost. Lol.. We following the directions and then my mom and i notice that theres mountains on the sides of the freeways. Then we see the signs..and we were on our way to VICTORVILLE AND BARSTOW!!!! lmao.. It was the funniest crap ever. But then we ended up callin joei and we got there after an hour??? Then I finally get there and see some of Joei's friends from school and my darling and my sammy wammy.. (wink wink). Oh and Kristina which I haven't seen since last August!! So then I sit and start talking to them and stuff.. and sam and kristina tells me something that happened right before I got there. Sam goes..see the radio was on really really really loud and she went to go turn it off or lowered it down or something.. Then Joei's friend SAdie who was listeing to the song said.."THAT WAS MY FAVORITE SONG!!!!!" But see..not in a nice way, in a bitchy way. I was like..eww.. So then after awhile, I started piggin out on the strawberries. Then Kristina, Sam, Tara went to go get food. And then Sadie comes to the table where we were sitting and kinda askes Kristina's bf Frances what the Flipino cake was while sticking out her boobies. And then Kristina goes..OMG!! LOOK AT HER!! LOOK! LOOK! OMG! OH HELL NO!! (rachel looks.. o_o) Then i said.. OH HELL NO..WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!!! GO GO GO!! MOVE IT MISSY!!! SHES ALL UP ON UR MAN!!! GO GO GO!! hahhahahahaha.. That was so funney but then so wrong for her to do such a thing!!! tsk tsk tsk.. Then after awhile..Nate and Lynette and came and freakin nate was talkin about strawberries and rice. hahahaha.. Then there was other damn drama that i dont even wanna talk about... grrrr...
HIGHLIGHT OF SATURDAY:: when joei mooned the car driving past us.. lOl.. go joei!!!
SUNDAY:: I went to mass, then Greenhills to eat, then watch Bringing Down the House with Manang Inday, Tita Glecy, Danica and my mom. That movie was funny and cute!! go watch it!! Then i got home, did my hw and then yeah...
TODAY:: I was mucho grande sleepy today. Cuz I only had two hours of sleep. hMmMmmM..i wonder why... besides that..i went to school and i have so much work to do!!! i hate school!!
dsgirl4ever85: ours are better
kyOoT xP nay: duh darling!!
kyOoT xP nay: nobody beats ours!
kyOoT xP nay: wink wink
dsgirl4ever85: lol
kyOoT xP nay: hahaha
SuRfiN HaMsTuR: mines not like cough cough sick, its more like "ow .. my head hurts" sick
ME: can i have another koala cookie please??
CHRISTAL: ok..here you can have the skater one..
(rachel looks at it and then looks at val)
ME: VAL!! LOOK! ITS A SIGN...
(at the sametime jon goes..)
JON: ITS A SIGN...!!
VAL, JON, ME: OMG..ITS A SIGN!!! AHHHH.. lOl..
Its a sign huh papa jon??? shhhhh... "between the three of us" shhhh...
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:: I wonder if ___ and i were.. no no no.. not possible...or is it?? would things be different or would they be the same?? what if... they were.. yay?? but then no... i wonder.... -_-
Ok..iam gonna go.. rachel's needs to catch up with her sleep..... bUh bOo!!
MAMAVAL'S 17TH BDAY IS ON THURSDAY!! WOOHOO!!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOEI BONIFACIO!!!!!
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Well, I had fun yesterday. Lets see..after school, Angel dropped me off at vejar and then my aunt picked me up. Then I went to her house and ate and waited for my mom. Then my mom picks me up. Then I call Steph to see if she's ready and find out she wasn't and that she still had to pick up Trisha. (great..) So I got into a dilemma..wether to buy cake or balloons. I wanted to bring Albertson's chicken but noooo... it was friday and we can't meat. oh well... There's always joei's party. haha.. So then I just decided to buy balloons and jus pitch in for the CHEESE pizza. But then my mom went to get gas and she got lazy so we ended up not buying balloons. (poo poo!!) So we just went to Tara's house to get ready. We got there..and i saw justin in his underwear. HAHAHAAHAAH... it was a maroon colored one. lOl.. Then we get to Tara's house and we looked around and was like..this place is soo... uhh... boring.. hahahaha.. And we didn't have decorations or anything at all. Then I got the most craziest idea and we toilet paperd her room. lOl.. We put toilet paper in her ceiling fan thing, on the tv, drawers, vacuum, dialysis machine, her bed and we made toilet paper hang down from the "door". hahahaha.. we toilet papered her room bad!!! hahaha.. Then some of Tara's friends from school came and we were bad hosts. haha.. Well I didnt know them and I was shy and and yeah.. Then more people started coming and more and more people. Then Lynette and Nate came with the pizza and ice cream. yUmYuM.. So we all waited and introduce ourselves and stufferz. Then we get Sarah's call and she says..were two minutes away. So then everybody starts panicing and was started running all over the place. lOl.. We turned off all the lights, closed the blinds and took out shoes and put it in Tara's room. And we all went to Tara's room and Tara walked in and we were all SURPRISE!!!!! and yeah.. Tara's face was like... WTF HAPPENED TO MY ROOM?!?!?! hahaha.. then she smiled. Then we all hugged Tara and stufferz. Then we all ate. So overall, a job well done people!!!!
"Basically, what Rachel is trying to say... DON'T SAY SOMETHING CUH..!!!" -Lauren Woods"
This week has been sooooo stressful!! So much homework and stress. But i deserved it because I tried killing myself.. haha
TWEEDLE DUM:: Are you ok???? Do you feel better??? You still sad??? Please don't be sad!!! I'm here for you.. I'm your babygrl!!! I know it sucks and it hurts but maybe there's something better for you out there. Remember, things happen for a reason!! So, don't trip cause Babygrl's here!!! (say something cuh!) But at least you tried your hardest and bestest and I'm proud of you!!! Please don't be sad... please!! for me!!!!! Ok.. I love you mamaval!!! (lOoK wE gOt tHe sAmEoNe!!)
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oOoOh!! eNtRaNcInG kIsS!! oOoO La La!!
This damn war can go home!!!! gRrRrRrrRrr..
Brown pandesals anybody???
THOUGHT OF THE DAY:: I wonder what it would be like if I was with ________. hMmMmmMm.. Would things be different?? Would he have still got that "ring". lOl.. I'm jus wondering what it would be like if we were together. I think too much...
Ok.. I'm gonna watch My Big Fat Greek Wedding!!! bUhBoO!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TARA DELROSARIO!!!!!!
*wink wink*
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OMG!! IAM ABOUT TO GO SHOOT SOMEONE RITE NOW!!!
Do you feel my anger?? lOl..
OK!! Well, I call sam asking her about tara's thing for friday. She's goes..wel i talk to lynette and i told her that it mite now go down. (reaction:wtf?!?!?!) and that we mite jus cancel the whole thing cause of money crap. So then lynette goes well..lets jus have a party at someones house like tara's house.. sam goes:: well tara doesnt want her parents to know cause they'll invite adults and tara doesnt want adults...how about we do it at ur house. lynette:: noooo..not my new house...maybe my cousin's house...ill call rachel and then will go from there. But she never called me!! ay nako!! and i tried calin her but her phone is off and i have the old house number!! fudgin a!!
ohh today..on our way home..there was this van next to us that was gonna make a right and this car behind it hit the car but probaly got scared and backed up and drove away. stupid stupid stupid!!! you NEVER hit a car and then jus leave...NEVER!! If that was me..i would have backed up and chased his ass... gRrrRr.. especially if he scratched my car that bad!!! hell no!!!
"Sex is better than going to war!!!" - cathleen" lOl..
Ahhhhhhhhh....i have a grip of hw to do!!! ahhhhhhh!!!
ok..iam gonna go...
bYeByE!!!!
PS.. would anyone like to drop me off at ipoly on friday??? pReTtY pReTtY pLeAsE!!! call me 9092017940
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IAM SO HAPPY AND RELIEVED!! See..wait..before that..
Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
It's time to hit the books today, because that schoolwork has been piling up! If you can get a lot done today, the weekend will be so much more chill. It's worth it, right?
dUDE..thats exactly what iam going through. I have to do reading logs for chapters 13-19 due on weds plus two article critiques plus a 3 page report plus other hw!!! ahhhh!!! and this weekend...iam goin out!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! SOOO STRESSFUL!!
Last night and yesterday I was going through major drama and stress. (as you read in my past entry) and cesar called me last night to check up on me. So, i told him what happened and of course..the sweetie that he is calmed me down and jus listened. So I was find after and we started talkin about other stuff. Then cesar was talking about somthing..he was talkin and talkin and all of a sudden..he jus STOP!! I mean.. no sound..nothign! I called his name like 5 times and still no answer.. So i realized that he fell asleep!! hahahhahahah.. Then when he finally woke up, I was like DUDE! YOU JUS FELL ASLEEP IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR SENTENCE!! he goes.. what?? i did?? are you sure?? I was like..uhhhhhh yeah... I called your name like how many times and no answer. hahahahaahaahahah... cesar cesar cesar!!! I LOVE YOU CESAR!! :)
THEN!! Cesar, Laura, CAt and I were in the lunchline waiting..and then we sorta all turned around and we saw the boyfriend like GRABBING the girlfriend's ass. And i was like..OH! WOW! OH MY! PLEASE! DO STOP!! hahahhah.. it was so unpleasant!! but as unpleasant than that time we were at val's house. INDESCENT EXPOSURE *wink wink* remember that cat, val and cesar?? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
OH ok!! why iam so happy.. besides that all up there.. but i talk to my mom today for a whole 2 hours. i thought it was a miracle!! So..my parents got into a fight but i didn't really know why.. So my mom explains to me.. she retells the story and everything. And i agreed with my mom with what happened. My dad is being a dick mangg...poo poo on him!! ANIWAISE.. so as i was listeing to my mom explaing what happened and waht happened yesterday with me...i thought about all the advice my friends gave me over the past week. Which helped.. and to my surprise..i told her how i felt!! I told her what pissed me off, how i felt about her saying no to me yesterday..AND MY SUICIDAL ATTEMPT!! Oh My!! I was so proud of myself and very very happy. It felt so good tellin my mom everything...EVERYTHING!! Goshness..i told her how cesar and val have talked me out of suicidal..i told her everything!! I finally let everything out.. I told her how i felt about them getting a divorce and how my mom should do about the situation. It was weird cause I felt like I was talkin to cesar or val... And I don't have that urge to hit someone or kill myself. I think I'll never think about suicidal anymore cause my mom knows everything now. I didn't think i was gonna tell my mom about the suicidal thing...but it just came out and i felt comfortable with it. yAy??? iam so glad things are over though..now i'll i have to worry about is friday, saturday and sunday. AHHH..
::CESAR::
hEyY hUn!! omg.. you don't know how much I owe you right!! and you dont know how much i love you right now!! Thank you so much cesar for being there for me especially my stressful times. (this sounds like iam signing a yearbook. haha) But really thank you so much cesar!! I didn't think I would have calmed down that one time with my brother. You gave me so much good advice and realized that i have a lot to think about. But really.. thank you berry muchz... Remember iam here when you need me always and forever!! tHankx cesar.. i lUb yA!!! muahz
::MAMAVAL::
I want to thank you too!! for being there for me when i needed you the most!! salamat!! really..its nice having a friend whos in a similar situation thing..well not about the divorce but i mean the whole going out thing and little brother crap. THANKS VAL!! You were always there when i needed you.. And iam always here when you need me!! always and forever!! thanks for being such a great mommy!! and jus "holla" whne you need to talk to me!! I LOVE YOU MAMAVAL!!!!!!!!
nooOOOO my rachel gaychel! dont say that!!!! things will get better! look on the birght side! u still have all ur fabolous amigos who LUVAH u liek crazy! dont go suicidal or homicidal! MUAH!!!!!!!!!! im here if u ever wanna talk!
I LOVE YOU HELEN!!! Your so adorable!! Thank you for caring helen!! I miss you!! we barely talk anymore!! muahz!!!
THANK YOU VAL AND CESAR!!! I LOVE YOU CESAR AND VAL!!!
::AGENDA::
1. Tuesday, March 18 - TARA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
2. Wedsnesday, March 19 - GLENNA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
3. Monday, March 24 - JOEI'S BIRTHDAY!!!
4. Thursday, March 27 - VALERIE'S BIRTHDAY!!!
5. Friday, March 21 - Tara's surprise party @ ______________
6. Saturday, March 22 - Joei's Bday party @ 3pm
7. Sunday, March 23 - Going out with glenna for her bday @ ???
SO STREESFUL!!! GTG NOW!! BYE...
bAbYgRL
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